This is the continuation of the last posted snippet. It's rough, I didn't have time to polish. But at least it's up here.
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The thunder of the transports startled me out of my stupor and I hunched automatically, before looking around. They flew in low, coming around from the sun side.
For a moment I thought about staying where I was. They would find me during a routine sweep, possibly the only survivor. I could almost hear the shout of discovery, see the Med Team running over, triage, then drugs, blissful, wonderful drugs to take the pain and the memories away, shutting out the sights and the horrible, horrible sounds.
I would wake somewhere else, in a warm bed, surrounded by competent machines and caring nurses. It was such a good fantasy that I started to drift off again.
But the fantasy stalled after that. Nothing to do, nowhere to go. No-one to care.
I felt the earth beneath me tremble as the transports thudded down. I grabbed my pack and crawled into the dim cave under the alien trees.They would start hunting when the mess was cleaned up and I wanted to be well ahead of them.
To get the answers I wanted, that I so desperately needed, I had to get there first.